Monthly Archives: December 2010

Thursday December 30th 2010 If I look back I can see so much of me being angry and not in such obvious ways. It’s not like I went around shouting and being openly aggressive, it’s more subtle. Well, I think … Continue reading →

Wednesday December 29th 2010. “I am safe.” “No you’re not!” “All is well and I am safe.” “No you’re not!” An inner voice just will not agree. It doesn’t matter how often I repeat this affirmation the “safe” bit just … Continue reading →

Physically, I feel a lot better. Went out today to see the world for the first time for ages. Heavy snow everywhere, some sun, soft light in the sky. These are the longest nights this week. Dark soon after 4pm, … Continue reading →

December 18th 2010 This is from Barbara, an experienced medical professional. Thanks B. Straight from your overseas font of medical info!  Cancer cells divide and multiply much quicker than normal cells, so they suck up the chemo quicker and then … Continue reading →

December 17th 2010 Very tired but maintaining input and output. Food in one end and out the other. A big improvement on the first week which is a ghastly blur in my memory. Will write more soon.